‘Pages of Me’

 
 

Pages of Me is the closest thing I’ve ever made to a self-portrait without painting my face. The surface is layered with photocopies of my old journals, tattoo sketches, phrases I once crossed out, small drawings, splashes, and emotional debris from different seasons of my life. Nothing is random — every layer comes from a real page I once lived with.

Painting over those fragments felt like acknowledging that identity isn’t linear; we’re made of every version of ourselves that has existed. The parts we try to hide don’t disappear — they just become texture. The things we outgrow still leave a trace. The past isn’t erased; it’s painted over, softened, blurred, or reinterpreted, but it remains part of the foundation.

For me, this piece holds the same feeling as going through an old notebook at 2 a.m. — confronting who I was, who I thought I would become, and the quiet honesty of the present moment. Pages of Me is about memory, self-dialogue, domestic rituals, and the emotional archive we carry everywhere. It reminds me that identity is layered, imperfect, and beautifully unfinished.

 

oil and mixed media on paper

16 by 20 inches

2025